Sometimes he stresses me out

So, as you will see in a post or two, Hazen is doing so well. We really have cause to count our blessings. However, for posterity sake, I do need to record something we're dealing with right now. Hazen has a Developmentalist that comes out to the house once a month- she's really nice, but doesn't really do anything. Whatever. He also goes to Physical Therapy, and just got "down-graded" to only needing to go every 6 weeks. This is a huge improvement from once a week! He is progressing so well, and obviously, he's a happy little baby.

I was starting to get worried, because up until like, Monday of this last week, he wasn't able to bear weight whatsoever on his legs. He should be doing this. We had his 9 month well-baby check up though, and the doctor said that he had the strength, but standing is a learned behavior, and he just hasn't learned it. I kid you not, he has learned how to stand in about 3 days, and is doing so well. He has such a fighting spirit, and I love him more than life itself.
Why does he stress me out, you ask? Well, also at this check-up, I was talking to the Dr. about a little shaky thing he does with his hands. Being that it's only on his left hand, that makes it worse than if it was on both hands. When he's going to reach for a toy, he gets really shaky, and sometimes when he's holding a toy, it's super bad. It's way worse when he's tired, and I just knew it wasn't quite "normal". So, because we've been warned that there might be some neurological problems, we're going to see a Neurologist. The earliest we could get in is June 30th. (Yay, you'll get to come too, Ashley!) I pray for that day that we get the "green light", and everything is ok, but we are all too aware that that day might never come. So, in the meantime, please pray that it's something that sweet HAL grows out of, and is just caused by his rapid growth. Aren't we crazy about him???